Love You in Silent

Assalamualaikum wrt Mr Nomad,, awk sihat?? cuti nie pergi mane harinie?myra golek2 ats tilam je pastu mereput kat dlm bilik ,, mls nk kuar😬.. im happy nmpk story ig awk lagi 😄, igtkn dh x nk online ! tpkn yeke awk uninstall ig tu, I know what u did last week, jeng jeng jeng 😏.. utk seminggu yg lepas byk bende myra nk story kat awk but semuanya myra tahan dalam hati.. im trying to fight with my ego vs my feeling , myra nk tegok how far I can go without thinking about u , x story mory dgn awk .. but finally my feeling win, baru je sminggu x story mory dgn awk , harinie myra dh start blek nk story mory dgn awk.. awk broken dgn sapa tu?? myra curious lah,, sapa girl tu ? awk broken disebbkn dia and I broken bcoz of you 😩.. lagu cover sudah nidji tu mcm sesuai plak dgn situation myra dgn awk.. I love u but cinta x semestinya milik kita.. entry last week ,, I really hope ada miracle terjd.. tp myra tahu apa yg akn terjd.. awk x kn update pon status tu..ptg tu for the first time myra sakit perut gila2 smpai mkn ubat and esknya I hope bila buka ig myra nmpk status tu.. tp no update from u.. x keciwak sgt lah sbb dh tahu jawapannya and myra x salahkn awk sbb x update... mcm myra ckp dlm entry tu , if awk x update myra redha.. myra x boleh paksa awk hadir dlm hidup myra.. and I know impossible awk nk buat status tu sbb nnt kantoi ah awk stalk myra jgkkn 😬 ,, saje je haritu nk cuba try test tegok feeling awk kat myra mcm mne,, nk tegok apa yg awk akn buat and the result is good job .. awk seorg yg berpikiran panjang ,,and sorry buat entry tu, sbb at that time I really2 want u ..myb otak x centre sbb sakit sgt time tu so myra pikir I need someone especially u to care about me.. sorry for all the nonsense. Ignore je. and fyi until now , myra x tau should I tell u about my feeling or not. myra seorg yg paranoia,,, bila dh positive n tekad nk buat sesuatu pastu ada je pikiran negative yg dtg.. so semua apa yg myra nk buat terbantut termsklah tentang awk.. almost setiap hari myra nk bgtahu awk ttg perasaan nie and setiap hari jgklah myra berperang dgn hati nie , u know what im not perfect person,myra takut one day I will hurting u,..myra takot im not your type sbb im not category as a gegirl yg cantik, cute, manis etc but myra bersyukur for what I have.. only special person will accept who I am ,, .. I know ramai gegadis kat luar tu usya awk ,, lagi cantik, cute , bergaya yg awk boleh pilih and that why I still restrain myself from telling u about this feeling .. 🙃 and myra takot if I tell u I will be rejected.. myb awk dh ada someone else.. and to love you in silent is the only way I can do.. if lagu sudah tu awk cover for me , doakan myra one day I can tell u about my feeling and I hope that time dlm hati awk masih ada space for me to enter into your life and hope still ada love for me .. and if lagu tu awk cover utk org lain, myra doakan awk akn jmpa someone as soon as possible yg betul3 appreciate awk until jannah.. In shaa Allah , Amin and I hope someone tu is me.. I want to be your love , be your little girl's forever.. boleh tak? 🙈 lagu tetap menantimu by nomad my song for you mr.nomad😘 I hope awk akn cover lagu tu,, ikt your version 😃 .. kalo x boleh gak,, awk kne replace satu lagu ,, and that song mesti special for me.. ke yi ma?? take care 💓