About Me

Fact about me is I'm a paranoia girl's,, im happy sbb myra suka awk. hahaha.. and myra lagi happy kalo awk betul2 baca all my entry before this.. and sorry I cant tell u directly about my feeling.. myra x cukup berani to step forward bagitahu awk that I like u.. bila dipikir2 kn blek myra lagi happy ada silent relationship mcm nie dgn awk.. sbb im a shy shy shy girl.. hahhaha.. caya tak? myra pikir blek if one day myra ada betul2 relationship dgn awk mcm mnelah keadaan relationship kite tu.. ok ke tak?? ke krik krik krik je? honestly talk, myra x minat couple relationship .. and I never once into that relationship, myra lagi prefer single mingle but not available.. sometimes lonely , sometimes jelez tegok org ada bf but most of time myra bersyukur myra x teegolong dlm relationship yg bermasalah.. sbb mostly dr sek smpai lorh nie myra ditakdirkn jd pendengar kisah cinta org .. based on their stories yg bab2 bahagia tu I likelah tp utk bab2 gaduh n putus tu yg mmbuatkan myra rase bersyukur sgt bcoz I never in that situation.. tpkn heartbroken dgn crush same je rase dia mcm putus.. fyi,, myra sejenis yg byk pikir and if one day kite ada real relationship, apa yg akn kite buat? berapa lama relay kite akan tahan? sapa yg akhirnya akn sakiti hati kita dan pastu pergi if jodoh x smpai kawin, byk persoalan yg myra pikir before I tell u about my feeling.. sbb at this age I want serious relationship untill marriage.. if I tell u my feeling tp awk x serious dgn myra .. bkn ke at the end myra yg kecewa tahun nie adalah tahun myra nk cari someone sbb next year is my life goals nk kawin.. but what I can do.. perancang manusia x semudah yg disangka, Allah takdirkan myra belajar blek n life goals utk kawin tu tertunda..but Im still searching for someone sbb myra nk learn how to communicate with someone yg berlainan gender.. so I hope awk faham why myra always step back about this feeling.. pastukn time sek, myb form 3 kot myra pernah berdoa I will never into any relationship especially couple smpai myra abis belajar sbb time tu nerd ,, parents x bagi couple2 so as ank yg baik iktlah apa yg mereka ckp.,, ank yg baik sgt.. hihi. and doa tu makbul smpai sekarang.. myra ada kwn2 jgk dgn someone tp hanya sekadar kawan je bile nk lebih mesti tertiba relay tu senyap .. im ok je.. and I hope I will find someone soon. he will be my first & last lover.. hope so ,, in shaa Allah, Amin.. do you want to be that man? hope your answer will be yes but hakikatnya jawapannyaa mesti tak nak kn? x pewlah ,, im ok.. that man always in my dua' ,, doa myra x specific with whom I want to be but I hope he is the best for me and our family in future.. utk awk, I really want u but do you want me?🙃